Sunday March 15, 2026

"I sometimes find it hard to escape the mental loop of looking behind  cuz the mind's too afraid to walk ahead, 

after such a rocky ride, 

it desires or should I say dreams

with its soul purpose to learn and make sense,

it tries

its hardest,

to replay the whole stage and actors 

to make just a little bit of sense,

sometimes just like a scavenging cockroach, munching on years long left overs just to barely survive and calling it a 'party' and a 'paradise' "

"before I had lust,

or even understanding of it,

I had curiosity and camaraderie,

and even before relationships

I had

peace,"